We’re struggling.
I didn’t realise it (or maybe I did but just didn’t want to believe it) until I typed the words out. I’ve always portrayed this strong person. And always believed that there was always a solution, always a way out. I always thought that I could handle anything and everything. Heart made of steel.]
Until recently.
Recent events has forced me to stop denying what I was feeling – lost, hopeless, desperation. People always say I’m strong and confident and nothing can hurt me or bring me down.
It’s all a lie. A farce. A mask. I hate feeling vulnerable. I hate feeling weak. So I went on the defensive. I worked longer. I kept myself busy.
But this morning, I couldn’t keep up the farce any longer. It’s getting nearer. And I had to admit it. We’re struggling.
Please help me.
4 comments:
like it or not we are weak. behind the facade we are crippled and weak.
at times we have to face the fact and cry to show that we are human being and not gods.
but like the phoenix, we have to rise from the ashes and dust ourself up and try again
thanks. i was just having a moment of weakness when i wrote this :(
yes we do face these things once in a while that makes us human :)
I think at some point we've all had those moments. Hopefully you had someone there to answer your cries for help. So many people don't. Just found your blog today. Love it.
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